it's funny how life turns out.

i never knew you'd touch my life the way you did... never in a million years would i ever have guessed.... the funniest part is the chances of ever seeing you again are slim and you will never know what the effect of our chance encounter had on me.  he who dwells so very far away from me.  every memory is crystal clear and untarnished. 

don't get it twisted. this is not infatuation... this is not a crush... this is not love.. this is quite simply a POSITIVE reaction of a situation that has shaped me to be the way that i am today.

i have learned what happens when you keep your energy positve, your mind clear, and your heart open in ALL aspects of life.  good things are the result. 

you never know who will shape your future along the way of this journey we call life... never limit it to friends and family... my future's looking great and i will never settle... you can bet on that. 

i have you to thank.  one day i will do it in person... mark my words.

on another note.  a night out in A.C. was JUST what i needed!!!! it's a celebration bitches.

hahahahaha doongle dooongle BITCHES AND HOES!!!!!!!! 

tursa sursa krap.  LOL. 

and WHO makes you spell your last name backwards?  EEL ok??? and i PROMISE i am 23YEARS OLDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!! 

here's a GOOD piece of advice.  don't wear stilletos to the boardwalk or the beachbar... you WILL get stuck... trust me... i saw it all night.  kekeke

333... we will get you... and you will pay...

round 2 anyone?

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there's something in the water .... we needs an erin brokovich asap....

if i ever see you settle... i will be disappointed beyond words... beyond what the eye can see.  so just don't. 

i remember feeling like this.  ... .

i guess that's why i'm so in love with her crazy energy she's been exuding.  i know how it feels... it really feels like you are in another world... crazy.

when i look back... sometimes i'm left speechless.

RONALDINHOOOO!!! i saw him.... LIVE! gosh... it's been a few days and i STILL just CANNOT get over it!!! i can't believe i got to watch them ALL play!!! what an ALL STAR TEAMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!  THE SKILLSSSSSSSSS!!!!!  THE ENERGYYYYYY!!!!!! ah hahahaha i'm STILL SMILINGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!! i got to watch italy's captain play one of his first games with his new team [eh... i'm still sore about the worldcup ]... along with a whole buncha awesomelyamazing players!  messi, thuram, "therabbit" [i can't remember his complicated name lol], and THE WHOLE TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.  i needs to improve my memories.

fc barcelona... pitter patter.

sorry... my camera is only 4.2 mp... the next time i go to a fc barcelona game... which i WILL mark my words!!! i will DEF be prepared with a MUCH better camera AND camcorder. muharharhar.... sigh... if only i remembered to take my dad's camcorder... :[

oh and SORRY for my screaming... i couldn't help it... :T

i was bored... so i decided to bake some cupcakes.  they were oh so yummy!!!!  [i ate two as soon as i was done which is why pink and yellow are missing teehee]

the BEEEAAAAAAAACHHHH!  it really was the most perfect day for the beach!

then we made a pitstop which turned into a very LONG stop at atlantic city.  the sun started to set... it was pretty!

atlantic city no longer looks like the dirty atlantic city from last year.  the clouds were rolling on by.

it was so beautiful... i couldn't put my camera down.

random touch of asia on top of trump plaza.

we watched all the sky action from the beach bar.  the moon came out to say peek a boo. [that's the new mall... it should come with a warning... i almost died in there... from all the excitement and euphoria.]

jen was trying to flick the moon. 

you see the reflection??? can you believe this is atlantic city???!!!!

and i leave you with this.... to the youth out there... your days of being selfish are numbered. 

we will live most of our days thinking about our parents, thinking about our significant others, thinking about our children....  treasure these precious years of complete utter selfishness... for they are of few.  take that trip, take those classes, learn that hobby, buy that stuff, go out with friends, make those mistakes, live life with spontaneity, open every door, chase that dream, go go go!  do do do!

seize the day!!!!

c'est la vie baby!

it's not that i am feeling particulary motivated... it's that i want YOU ALL to be motivated!!! don't waste your life because you can NEVER go back and the worst thing is to be haunted by regrets. 

let's make a deal.  let's NEVER settle.  i know i won't.

will you?

not to jinx it but... it's one of those weeks. 

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mood is HAPPY. euphoric.  weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee run around like an airplane. 

happy happy joy joy.

remember in ren & stimpy when stimpy would bounce on his butt?

THAT feeling hahahaha.

i'm in a bubble.  negativity cannot penetrate it.  it's a super strong bubble.  i dare you to try and pop it... you'll just hurt your finger.  teehee!

i saw a tiger on the prowl with a dancing hippo.  it was awesome.  i also saw a mini version of me.  that was awesome too.

i'm sick of negativity... so i've decided to avoid it.  instead of putting myself into a situation i am removing myself from it.  it's the only way. 

i can't fix you.  you can't fix me.  we must all fix ourselves first and then SUPPORT those who want to be fixed.  i know i'm not completely fixed just yet. 

i hope everyone has a postive weekend!!! remember... smiling is contagious!

i'm one of those "never look back" kinda peoples.

if i make a decision or a chapter in my life has ended.  i leave it that way.

and yet... i let you haunt my every move. 

i'm not even one bit angry.

i'm sad.  very very heartbroken/sad.

i was really really looking foward to it.

not even only b/c of the event.  more so b/c of the company i was going with.

sigh* 

so, when do i get to catch my big break?  because i'm desperate for one.  thanks.

where's a superhero when you need one?! [you see me behind the superhero? hiding from the big bad monster of everything gone wrong?]

i love how bad things just have to happen ALL.AT.ONCE.