i went to the fountain for sunday brunch and it was a beautiful day... SO VERY PICTURE PERFECT... and i forgot my camera... sigh* 

it was the most fabulously, pricey, yet worth every penny and leaves you with no regret, food i have ever had in philly.  my new favorite.  i can't wait to go again.  my tastebuds were lapping in luxury and my stomach was praising the food heavens.  i ate too much and felt a good full. 

what a perfect sunday.  perfect blue skies with cotton candy clouds, exquisite food, wonderful company, and never ending conversations.  curse me for not having my camera!!!!

i highly recommend this place for a sunday brunch with your friends.  someone said to me "aw, you can ask your bf to take you there when you get one."  i scoffed at him because it was actually wayyy better b/c i went with good friends. 

here's a realization... because i have let things go and stopped looking for "him" and have kept my eyes and feet ahead of me... i've never been happier.  i'm not ready for a relationship and the sad part is that i never was and yet i flung myself into them when i shouldn't have... BUT better late than never and thank God for showing me sooner than later.  how can i expect to deserve the man of my dreams when i have yet to improve on myself?!!! 

here's another... i'm a naturally happy person.  so when i am acting out or pouting or unhappy etc etc it's for good reason and if you don't realize what you did and you want to know then ASK.  but that doesn't excuse my behavior because i can get pretty nasty. 

i'm not entirely wrong... but i'm not entirely right either

and if you are vain... then you probably think this is about you... but i bet you that it's not.. b/c it's about more than you so don't get it twisted. 

i love great conversations.  i love deep conversations and debates about culture and such.  i won't go near politics or religion b/c it's too personal but argue with me about other related events... i love hearing the other side.  i'm not a close minded stubborn person... i enjoy being proven wrong and different perspectives. 

i <3 strong, fierce personalities minus the self righteous dummies who don't even realize how their selfcentered ways affect those around them. 

every action has a reaction.

happy birthday jennifer park!

even though last night fell a bit short of what you deserved... you proved what a beautiful person you are inside and out.  i hope you always continue to live your life with no regrets, happiness, and the optimism you are known for.  kick butt my favorite studybug.  you're just as inspirational as you are intelligent.. MUAH  

saranghae chinguyah!

on an entirely different note... why can't girls and boys be seen as friends before potential daters?  if numbers are exchanged... why can't it be perfectly plutonic?  when i meet boys the first thing on my mind is never "could he be the one" or "i could date him".  come on peoples!!!!  why must we limit ourselves to same sex friends to grow from.  stop limiting yourselves!!! gosh.  there're are just too many life lessons to be learned to be so consumed about dating and such.  fortunately not everyone is like this... unfortunately they are few. 

why do we do the things that we do...

is it all habitual?

self preservation maybe?

self deprecation perhaps?

lack of concern?

a combination of the above?

i wish we had the inability to lie.  even to ourselves.  cuz then we could be honest all the time in speech and in action. 

yeah.... but then life would be pretty boring huh?

how twisted.... ::shudders::

i won't settle for a sucka who's a sucker for a pretty face... you know why?  cuz let's face it... the moment he drops me for a super pretty girl... well i can only say that i asked for it.

the more you emphasize the attraction to my physical state the more i will pull away from you.  swamp me with compliments and all you will get is me realizing how meaningless your words are. 

 i despise easy words.

quality over quantity... in every aspect and minute detail of life.  my mother has instilled that into me and so i can live no other way.

there's no way i would have it any other way... 

self improvement is in the works.  :]

mr. knight in shining armor... you can hit the road... cuz you're not needed here.  ya digs?