my mom is friends with a girl in her painting class named mizuki. she's a japanese "yuhakseng" and my mom says mizuki reminds her of me. so if you see a girl that looks like me on tyler campus... yell out "OHIO MIZUKI CHAN!" and photograph the expression on her face... then email it to me. thanks. ^^ i have yet to meet a girl that looks like she could be my sister. i'm curious!!!
fekkai rocks.
like a little doll.
i wish i could nap like dogs do. doesn't joey's hair rock?!
sidenote: my bookcase is full... i need another one.
this cold cold weather makes me so sluggish... i really really dislike it. :[
i just realized a lot of things about myself... one of them being... i really really dislike the cold. it only makes me seek warmth. the colder it is the harder i seek. i do however, enjoy playing in the snow. ^^
"As you can see, I've worn a lot of shoes in my life. It's time to focus on me for awhile and go barefoot."
-kitty-
i used to feel just like julia roberts' character in "runaway bride" but now it's pretty exciting to finally get to know myself and my likes and dislikes and my behavior and my beliefs and all that wonderful stuffs that makes me who i am. now i know what i should improve and what i should never let go of.
when it comes to relationships... you multiply...
1whole person x 1whole persone = 1whole relationship
1/2person x 1/2 person = 1/4 of a relationship.
before you jump into a relationship or even if you are in one right now... remember that you should never lose sight of yourself... the whole "i don't know where i end and you begin" that can be unhealthy. your unhappiness in yourself will only affect yourself and your partner negatively. so if you don't think you are worthy of happiness atleast think about the well being of your partner. [if you don't think you deserve good then thats a whole other problem in itself]. how can you share with anyone your inner being if you don't even know your own inner being?!! you should be able to know where your boundaries are... what you are willing and unwilling to compromise. relationships require adaptation but the most important key to that is the desire to adapt and change... you should want to do it not only for your partner but for yourself as well. doing something or becoming someone or liking something b/c your partner wants you to can be done with good intentions but will blow up in your face later... your partner should respect your boundaries and should understand that just because you don't like the same hobbies or music doesn't mean the relationship is doomed. personal space is key. remember you must learn to love yourself before you love another. besides... if your partner really loves you he/she will only want whats best for you and that's a fact.
being alone is not necessarily lonely. i've been alone for quite some time and i have yet to feel true loneliness.
i can enjoy my own company. can you?
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