March 2, 2007

• my birthday is coming up and i just really really wish jane could be here for it.  i know i don’t call her enough and not nearly as much as i’d like to but i really miss her. 

  somebody please develop a transportation device and then donate it to me. thanks.

  when something/place/body is bringing you down.  break away. 

  sometimes it’s hard to start over but it is absolutely necessary. 

  you have written 10 pages and when you look back you realize they are not up to par and you are completely unhappy with those 10 pages what do you do? do you go back and try to tweak and hope it comes out better?  or maybe you just continue on and hope the next 10 pages will make you happier? or do you throw it all away and start all over and half ass again? or do you recollect yourself, take some writing classes and start over with a better sense of confidence?

  when you throw it away and start over SURE it’s tough. especially when all you are thinking is “damn i’m back at 0″ but when you start writing and realize it’s the best stuff you have ever written you will soon find yourself at page 30 and just can’t wait for the next 1000000 pages to be written. 

  fyi: this is NOT just about relationship… i would hope that there is more to any woman than being successful at love. thanks.  this is about anything you have established in your life that you are unhappy with.

  btw: i am so tired of ppl asking me why i am single… no offense but you appear to me as being extremely small minded when you think life is all about being with someone.  i’m single by choice because i want to be deserving of an amazing man. 

   maybe you think i aim too high… but maybe you just aim too low. 

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