happy birthday jennifer park!

even though last night fell a bit short of what you deserved... you proved what a beautiful person you are inside and out.  i hope you always continue to live your life with no regrets, happiness, and the optimism you are known for.  kick butt my favorite studybug.  you're just as inspirational as you are intelligent.. MUAH  

saranghae chinguyah!

on an entirely different note... why can't girls and boys be seen as friends before potential daters?  if numbers are exchanged... why can't it be perfectly plutonic?  when i meet boys the first thing on my mind is never "could he be the one" or "i could date him".  come on peoples!!!!  why must we limit ourselves to same sex friends to grow from.  stop limiting yourselves!!! gosh.  there're are just too many life lessons to be learned to be so consumed about dating and such.  fortunately not everyone is like this... unfortunately they are few. 

why do we do the things that we do...

is it all habitual?

self preservation maybe?

self deprecation perhaps?

lack of concern?

a combination of the above?

i wish we had the inability to lie.  even to ourselves.  cuz then we could be honest all the time in speech and in action. 

yeah.... but then life would be pretty boring huh?

how twisted.... ::shudders::

i won't settle for a sucka who's a sucker for a pretty face... you know why?  cuz let's face it... the moment he drops me for a super pretty girl... well i can only say that i asked for it.

the more you emphasize the attraction to my physical state the more i will pull away from you.  swamp me with compliments and all you will get is me realizing how meaningless your words are. 

 i despise easy words.

quality over quantity... in every aspect and minute detail of life.  my mother has instilled that into me and so i can live no other way.

there's no way i would have it any other way... 

self improvement is in the works.  :]

mr. knight in shining armor... you can hit the road... cuz you're not needed here.  ya digs?

it's funny how life turns out.

i never knew you'd touch my life the way you did... never in a million years would i ever have guessed.... the funniest part is the chances of ever seeing you again are slim and you will never know what the effect of our chance encounter had on me.  he who dwells so very far away from me.  every memory is crystal clear and untarnished. 

don't get it twisted. this is not infatuation... this is not a crush... this is not love.. this is quite simply a POSITIVE reaction of a situation that has shaped me to be the way that i am today.

i have learned what happens when you keep your energy positve, your mind clear, and your heart open in ALL aspects of life.  good things are the result. 

you never know who will shape your future along the way of this journey we call life... never limit it to friends and family... my future's looking great and i will never settle... you can bet on that. 

i have you to thank.  one day i will do it in person... mark my words.

on another note.  a night out in A.C. was JUST what i needed!!!! it's a celebration bitches.

hahahahaha doongle dooongle BITCHES AND HOES!!!!!!!! 

tursa sursa krap.  LOL. 

and WHO makes you spell your last name backwards?  EEL ok??? and i PROMISE i am 23YEARS OLDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!! 

here's a GOOD piece of advice.  don't wear stilletos to the boardwalk or the beachbar... you WILL get stuck... trust me... i saw it all night.  kekeke

333... we will get you... and you will pay...

round 2 anyone?

.....

there's something in the water .... we needs an erin brokovich asap....

if i ever see you settle... i will be disappointed beyond words... beyond what the eye can see.  so just don't. 

i remember feeling like this.  ... .

i guess that's why i'm so in love with her crazy energy she's been exuding.  i know how it feels... it really feels like you are in another world... crazy.

when i look back... sometimes i'm left speechless.

RONALDINHOOOO!!! i saw him.... LIVE! gosh... it's been a few days and i STILL just CANNOT get over it!!! i can't believe i got to watch them ALL play!!! what an ALL STAR TEAMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!  THE SKILLSSSSSSSSS!!!!!  THE ENERGYYYYYY!!!!!! ah hahahaha i'm STILL SMILINGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!! i got to watch italy's captain play one of his first games with his new team [eh... i'm still sore about the worldcup ]... along with a whole buncha awesomelyamazing players!  messi, thuram, "therabbit" [i can't remember his complicated name lol], and THE WHOLE TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.  i needs to improve my memories.

fc barcelona... pitter patter.

sorry... my camera is only 4.2 mp... the next time i go to a fc barcelona game... which i WILL mark my words!!! i will DEF be prepared with a MUCH better camera AND camcorder. muharharhar.... sigh... if only i remembered to take my dad's camcorder... :[

oh and SORRY for my screaming... i couldn't help it... :T

i was bored... so i decided to bake some cupcakes.  they were oh so yummy!!!!  [i ate two as soon as i was done which is why pink and yellow are missing teehee]

the BEEEAAAAAAAACHHHH!  it really was the most perfect day for the beach!

then we made a pitstop which turned into a very LONG stop at atlantic city.  the sun started to set... it was pretty!

atlantic city no longer looks like the dirty atlantic city from last year.  the clouds were rolling on by.

it was so beautiful... i couldn't put my camera down.

random touch of asia on top of trump plaza.

we watched all the sky action from the beach bar.  the moon came out to say peek a boo. [that's the new mall... it should come with a warning... i almost died in there... from all the excitement and euphoria.]

jen was trying to flick the moon. 

you see the reflection??? can you believe this is atlantic city???!!!!

and i leave you with this.... to the youth out there... your days of being selfish are numbered. 

we will live most of our days thinking about our parents, thinking about our significant others, thinking about our children....  treasure these precious years of complete utter selfishness... for they are of few.  take that trip, take those classes, learn that hobby, buy that stuff, go out with friends, make those mistakes, live life with spontaneity, open every door, chase that dream, go go go!  do do do!

seize the day!!!!

c'est la vie baby!

it's not that i am feeling particulary motivated... it's that i want YOU ALL to be motivated!!! don't waste your life because you can NEVER go back and the worst thing is to be haunted by regrets. 

let's make a deal.  let's NEVER settle.  i know i won't.

will you?

not to jinx it but... it's one of those weeks. 

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mood is HAPPY. euphoric.  weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee run around like an airplane. 

happy happy joy joy.

remember in ren & stimpy when stimpy would bounce on his butt?

THAT feeling hahahaha.

i'm in a bubble.  negativity cannot penetrate it.  it's a super strong bubble.  i dare you to try and pop it... you'll just hurt your finger.  teehee!

i saw a tiger on the prowl with a dancing hippo.  it was awesome.  i also saw a mini version of me.  that was awesome too.

i'm sick of negativity... so i've decided to avoid it.  instead of putting myself into a situation i am removing myself from it.  it's the only way. 

i can't fix you.  you can't fix me.  we must all fix ourselves first and then SUPPORT those who want to be fixed.  i know i'm not completely fixed just yet. 

i hope everyone has a postive weekend!!! remember... smiling is contagious!

i'm one of those "never look back" kinda peoples.

if i make a decision or a chapter in my life has ended.  i leave it that way.

and yet... i let you haunt my every move. 

i'm not even one bit angry.

i'm sad.  very very heartbroken/sad.

i was really really looking foward to it.

not even only b/c of the event.  more so b/c of the company i was going with.

sigh* 

so, when do i get to catch my big break?  because i'm desperate for one.  thanks.

where's a superhero when you need one?! [you see me behind the superhero? hiding from the big bad monster of everything gone wrong?]

i love how bad things just have to happen ALL.AT.ONCE. 

here's the deal

watch it with an open heart.  not with expectations of a masterpiece.  that expectation of another 'sixth sense' will cloud your vision and make you unable to see the purpose of this movie.  it's a BEDTIME STORY.  remind yourself that.  remind yourself what it was like to listen to a bedtime story or even read one and wanting SO BAD that it was fiction and not a fairy tale.  remind yourself of what it was like to be a child of hope and imagination.  be rid of the distracting practical thoughts and skepticism.

then and only then can you appreciate this movie for what it is.  a fantastic bed time story. 

this is not another "the village" or "signs" and def not another "sixth sense"  m.night shyamalan dared to dream and write a movie outside of not only the ordinary box but his box as well.   this movie was not meant to frighten but rather to leave you with hope. 

haha plus i think i know why the movie critics didn't like it... it was a pretty much a slap in the face if you ask me.  high five*

ok, listen up and listen good.

do NOT come to a top zagat rated JAPANESE restaurant and ask me "did you put some duck sauce in here?" or "can i get some extra duck sauce?" or even "do you have duck sauce?"  equally do NOT ask if we have WONTON soup or HOT AND SOUR soup or EGG ROLLS.  no where on our restaurant sign does it say "chinese japanese cuisine" so no excuses.  you wouldn't go to le bec fin and ask for spaghetti sauce or salsa.  nor would you go to an italian restaurant and ask for paella. 

but don't get me wrong.  i have nothing against chinese food.  i do however have a lot against ignorance and people who are too quick to judge.

 i mean really... why do you even need duck sauce when you are eating high quality SUSHI?!!! EW.  way to completely waste a good piece of fish as well as your monies.  might as well go to the grocery store and buy your sushi there. 

anywhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

AUG. 12th.  my brother and i are going to watch .... dun dun DUNNN.

  yes yes, so i hear... the chances of ronaldinho actually being there are slim... but I DON"T CARE!!!  i'm excited!!!! soccer is the funnest sport to watch!!!  it goes by too quick i tell you... toooo quick.

i tan too fast.  eek.  sunblock doesn't seem to work very well either. 

hope everyone stayed safe from the storm.  my house was protected by a praying mantis.  he was there last night and he's still there now. 

thank you mr.mantis.

i <3 samurai champloo. 

shinichiro watanabe is brilliant.

so is this movie.  watch it.  you'll like it.

daniel bruhl makes me smile.  he's got such a boyish grin.  like he has just devised some brilliant plan.

wow, that was a really really long entry. 

who do you think you are?

hahaha bless your soul.

you really think you're in control?

well, i think you're crazy.

red lipstick is funstuffs.

peacepeace out ^^V